It's cool man, sometimes.. Yea man just sometimes. I wanna talk about something, something i just feel in this too deep. You know what is "this"? "This" is ma heart.
I have a girlfriend, her name is Lia. It's her nickname. Sometimes we just get a little distance. It's like you know im at ma house she's at her house.
When we just meet i dont even know why we just get an angry each other, maybe it's because of me too damn annoying for her.
I just imagine the real life is when me and her didnt get any angry everytime. Maybe we can get happy everytime and smile then laugh so she will hug me:p
So hard to make her hug me. It's not really easy. But i know that she will hug me later.
I dont talk about she didnt want to hug me but i talk about... Why am i so lonely in the crowded place like mall, ma grandma's house etc (except mosque).
I dont know man i think i really need her on ma side as always. I start to think "is it true love?".
Before this time, i never feel like this. Right now, i think too much, i feel too much, and i'm crazy all time.
I love to tell the world that i love ma girl, ma baby, ma queen of ma heart. I wanna everybody knows that she is mine. I dont wanna she get another like me or another man more good than me. I wanna she is always with me.
I know that people's wish is not always the best for them. I know my wish is not always the best for me. But i always pray to God that "please gimme the best thing i really really need God".
For now, i love her, i always miss her, and i hope she will feel the same like me, i hope and i wish.
I love you Aprilia Ayu Kusumaningtias. If you read this, i hope you know that i love you so much.